Let's Play Hide And Seek. But I'll Just Hide.

Loss is a crazy thing.
The feelings you get after loss.
I don't know how I feel.
About any of it.
And going into work tomorrow...
Do I hate him?
Do I not care?
Do I love him a little bit still?
I just don't know.
Of course he won't be there.
But it's mentally preparing myself for when he will be.
It's tough.
I just need to breathe.
Everything will work out.
I'm not too worried.
That's such a lie I totally am.