Lucy Ford

A lot of people have no idea who Lucy Ford is.
I talk about her a lot.
Well I reference her a lot.
But if anyone listens to Atmosphere, they know exactly what I'm talking about.
Lucy can be a reference to anything that you avaid.
Or any part of yourself you can't stand.
Or anything that pains you.
Anything that you may want, or you may feel as though you need it, but you are unable to have it for your own good.
Another definition would be a person or situation, that shook you to your core.
In my case, Lucy Ford represents the past 2 years if my life.
It represents the happiness and pain I've gone through during this time.
It represents the friendships torn apart.
It represents the love of my life leaving.
It also represents the growth in wisdom I've encountered.
But when I think Lucy Ford, I mostly think pain.

I want to be happy.
I just wish I could fit in somewhere.
I finally felt excepted.
But nowadays, I just feel so lost.
I know exactly who I am.
But I want other people to know too.
For some reason at school that just doesn't happen.
I want to be happy.
I want to feel to be wanted.
I'm so sick of feeling unwanted.
I just want someone to care about my priorities.
Someone to care about my schedule.
Someone to care about me.
The real me.
Because the people I thought cared, well I'll never know if they ever actually did.
So Lucy, fuck you.
You've turned me into a monster.
Inside my head you've made me go crazy.
You are everything I never wanted.
You are everything I was ever terrified of.
For that, I hate you.
I wish you never happened.
I wish I never put my trust it you.
And I wish I never loved you.
But with all this being said, thank you.
You've taught me so much.
Oh Lucy Ford.
Where would I be without you?
So thanks I guess.


She said that she still wants a friendship
She can't live her life without me as a friend
I can't figure out why I'd give a damn to what she wants
I don't understand the now before the then

Most of this garbage I write
That these people seem to like
Is about you
And how I let you infect my life
And if they got to know you
I doubt that they would see it
They'd wonder what i showed you
How you could leave it
A friend in Chicago said that I should stay persistent
If I stay around I'm bound to break resistance
Fuck you, Lucy, for defining my existence
Fuck you and your differences

Ever since I was a young lad
With a part-time dad
It was hard to find happiness inside of what I had
I studied my mother
I digested her pain
And vowed no woman on my path would have to walk the same
Travel like sound across the fate ladder
I travel with spoon to mix this cake batter
And i travel with feels so i can deal with touch
It's like that
Thank you very much
Fuck you very much

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Fuck the what happened
I got stuck
They can peel pieces of me off the grill of her truck
Used to walk with luck
Used to hold her hand
Fell behind and played the role of a slower man
I wanna stand on top of this mountain and yell
I wanna wake up and break up this lake of hell
I feel like a bitch for letting the sheet twist me up
The last star fighter is wounded time to give it up
On a pick it up mission
Kept it bitter
Getting in a million memories just to forget her
The difficulty in keeping emotions controlled
Cookies for the road
Took me by the soul
Hunger for the drama
Hunger for the nurture
Gonna take it further
The hurt feels like murder
Interpret
The eyes
Read the lines on her face
The sunshine is fake
How much time did i waste?
Fuck you, Lucy, for leaving me
Fuck you, Lucy, for not needin' me
I wanna say fuck you
Because i still love you
No, I'm not OK
And I don't know what to do

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Yes
Yes it is
And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Do I sound mad?
Well I guess I'm a little pissed
Every action has a point
Five points make a fist
You close 'em
You swing 'em
It hurts when it hits
And the truth can be a bitch
But if the boot fits
I got an idea
You should get a tattoo that says "Warning"
That's all, just a warning
So the potential victim
Can take a left and safe breath
And avoid you
Sober and upset in the morning
I wanna scream "Fuck you, Lucy!"
But the problem is I love you, Lucy
So instead
I'm gonna finish my drink and have another
While you think about how you used to be my lover
(Fuck you)

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Yes
Yes it is

And everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love
Everyone in his life would mistake it as love

Leave never would you, you show could I if...

--Fuck You Lucy, Atmosphere