Devil Town

Where do I go to college...
Am I going to stay in this place?
Or am I going to go and start a new life somewhere.
Am I going to stay here in this devil town?
I don't feel like I'm progressing.

I miss you sometimes.
I dunno what else to say about that.

I'm very anti-social as of late.
I like to be by myself.
Watch tv alone.
Eat alone.
But at the same time, I want someone to keep my company.
Just sitting in silence.
I just want someone to care about what I have to say.
Someone to care about my life.
I'm sick of everyone having someone they can always go to.
And me having to think about it before I say who I'd go to.
Everyone is busy.
Everyone has better things.
Who am I to anyone?
Devil town.