Ghost Hunters

I am being haunted.
It's official.

"I know you're fast asleep but I wanted to let you know I can't stop thinking about you. I love you so much."

That is what I found tonight.
It rips me open everytime.
I feel helpless.
This was less than a month before we broke up.
It kills me.
I was so in love.
4 months later and I am still in so much pain sometimes.
I still carry it.
I won't once someone fills the hole.
But for now, it'll ache.

The first day of school was today.
I feel pretty good.
I think a few boys are cute which is a good thing.

I am being haunted.
I don't know why.
God maybe?
Not sure.
Only time will tell right?