Dear Gordon,
I lied to you last night. I do still want that. And I miss you. But I don't have those feelings for you anymore but my memory does. I know I'm not making sense again. I just miss you. A lot. But we'll be friends again right? Our promise remember? Remember? Becca said you weren't the type to be friends with your ex girlfriends. But I know you. And I know me. All I know is I fell in love with the greatest man in the world. :)