Opposite Of Adults

Remember that post from the other day?
Disregard all of it.
Tonight I was informed he only wants to be friends.
And frankly, it's for the better.
Because I think I knew deep down it wasn't right.
I was actually thinking this today.
Like before it happen.
It's strange.
But I knew from the start I was settling.
He may be good looking, but that's it.
He is an idiot as far as the books go.
Socially, he's an idiot.
Maybe it's another girl.
Maybe I am unlovable.
Whatever it is, I'm sad.
Only because I just want to be with a guy.
I'm just so ready.
I'm just so ready.
So Jon, you were too immature anyways.
See ya.