All In Good Time

So I can breathe a little today.
It some how is getting a little better.
I guess my biggest fear is he hates me.
That text was terrible.
But at the time it felt necessary.
I don't regret it.
He hurt me so bad I don't.
I feel so many emotions though.
But they are all seeming to die down.
It's a great feeling.
I'll always love him.
Always.
And maybe someday it'll work out.
But right now everything is a jumbled mess.
Time will pick up the pieces.
I just wish he was here right now.
I miss him.
I really do.
But all in good time right?
All in good time...